I have no voice it's not my choice where I'm headed
Everytime my heart gets stomped I just pick it up and rethread it
To the frown on my face that I wear
Just in case, in this case, my soul cannot repair
The bubbly person I used to be
Would once again be inside of me
I sowed my heart but it's still bleeding through the seems
I'm sitting here, no longer thinking clear
I just want to make my sorrows dissapear
I see the light at the end of the tunnel
I'm not going to make it
As I fall what I see surprises me
You reaching your hand out to help me
I'm back up, back on my feet
Tonight there will not be a death on this street
Then you took my knife from me
Flip my whole world upsiddown
Turn me around
And stabbed me in the back repeatedly
You bring me up, you tare me down
But you will not control me longer
I will not spark the fire of my fear for u to ignite it
I refuse to give you a chance to grab a match and lite it
If you do grab a match give me my soul back
I fear you but I will never let you know that
I will not scream to please you
Never be heard for you my cry
Nor a single tear leak from my eye
The meeting of Shaudi and Envy
Where my future will bury my past
Shaudi I lay you to rest
With your words spoken and this time heard
With no more pain in your chest
I give you to the past
And I embrace who I am now