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there is a blood stain on my floor and i notice the longer i stare at it the bigger it gets
i was confused until i noticed it was caused by the blood pouring from my bleeding wrist
i rush to grab some linen to try to stop the bleeding knowing this time you cut me too deep
im in pain, breathing becomes difficult and i feel the need to sleep
but i have far too many things on my mind to be able to unwined
i say things to myself that hurt more than any love i could find
i know im not and i never will be who i want to be
becasue she will always haunt me
but i will not let her control me
i feel her pusing down on my chest with strength i dont have to push back
so how do i manage to fight back?
i wrap the linen around my wrist and try to stop the bleeding
but the wounds never heal completely
they will always be in the back of my mind
forevers scars visible when the linen unwinds
the linen is my ribs wrapped around my forever bleeding heart
and the pain doesnt stop until i am brought back to life
and i can breathe again
i gasp for breath and she leaves my body
only temporarily taking control of me
i will not let her have whats left of me
and i will surface out of this dark sea
i cannot describe the pain in the process of possession
it is the worst pain i have ever felt
a long time ago i believed it was depression
until the shield was removed covering her intentions
she will never have me again