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events of the past lead me to ask
why have you given up on me?
i have betrayed you
not a day passed when i didn't think of you
how it is to walk in your shoes
but yet i still kill you
i don't mean to i never do
never did
but ill be your reminder I'm not the one who hid
when i am seen outside my mind and music
i feel a sudden pulse of remorse thats unacoustic
blasting of heavy metal in my chamber of solitude
depressions voice is always rude
belting from Hade's doorway
among the dark there's only one way
killing amongst themselves
selling their souls to hell
burning forever in the gallows
away from the bedsides of deaths from the shadows
rainwater falls in replacement of tears
wishing to feel but still not caring
forms of blackest night light the lantern's light
and lead angels home
but never again can i go
i don't dare
i will be battered for i am not welcome
or accepted there