There is nothing real here
Everything vanished beneath the veil of my sorrow
I touch you and I shudder
At the coldness of your skin
You look so perfect
Just how I remember you when I was a child.
The last twenty years have disappeared from your face
And the frailty that grasped you in later years is not apparent.
I talk to you as if it were yesteryear
And from the depth of my broken heart
I hear you answer me,
I find comfort in that
But dread the day I can no longer hear your voice.
I know, like you, memories fade away
And even the strongest can't resist the call.
I know the time was right for you to go
But I can't help but wish for that one last moment
When I could of said goodbye to you.