I can't cry for you no more.
The tears ran dry this week.
Almost 6 months have passed
since you were gone,
and still your words cut me.
One day I would like to forget you,
but now I will myself to sleep.
Not to dream of the bogey man.
Not to dream of you,
Who creeps around my bed. Stealth like.
Waiting for my guard to drop
So you can steal another part of me
First my heart, you chose that well,
so that you could always return.
Then each in turn, one by one
My confidence. My mind. Imagination.
Voice. Visions. Dreams. My hope.
You would like to take my soul too.
So I will myself to sleep
Not to dream of the bogey man