You said you'd never hurt me
You said you'd never leave me
You said it would be different
....And it was...
...For a time...
You kissed me and I believed you
Believed in all the things
Never worried because you said
And so followed you to bed
The sky was ever so blue that day
Ever so blue and I made it turn gray
I let you trample across my heart
I stayed silent when you ripped me apart
For that I am to blame
For all this sorrow and all this shame
I let you slip away,
Wasn't strong enough, lost you in the fray
Never let you see
Just how you hurt me
I lost your eyes, lost your touch
I had your lips but that wasn't much
Your mind was always on something
Less each day on my feeling
I let myself be used by you
Did I ever force you to?
Take my body use it as you wish
Perhaps that is my fetish
Pain and pleasure mixed together
All i've know and nothing better
You said you'd never hurt me like that
You said never let me feel like a rat
You let me fade into the shadows
Never saw what silence foreshadows
Alone you left me
Alone I said I couldn't be
Did I push you away?
What didn't I do that would make you stay?
Worthless is what I used to be
How is that you no longer see me?
You said it would never happen again
You said not to worry about men
You said never
it won't last forever