My mind is reeling
How difficult could it be
to reason out a guy
With the other I was quite consious
of his touch
But this one's touch is almost natural
It is felt only after such contact is broken
With the other I tried to be perfect
and found I could only be me
Wil I do that with this one?
Will HE cause the in me?
Why must the other affect me still
How do I thrive again
what do I now use to measure my feelings
And tell the difference between them and emotions
Too much races past me
Obscuring truth with chaos
Too much has been revealed
And not enough is involved
My path is hidden
And my thoughts are too fast for me to gather