It grabs me like the thickest fog
Pulling me down this chasm
It coushins my fall only breifly
As I reach the floor
Pinpricks a thousand times over
converge on my heart
And I am shattered
This feeling sinks into my skin,
my bones,
my heart.
All those I love are drawn away
I see, but cannot touch them
They do not know my pain
Cannot hear my cries
Will never know my suffering
This pit I must now dwell in is trying to burden my soul
It hopes to consume me with its darkness
Etching away at my being
I am trapped within these damp confines
Alone and unaided
Left for dead be those who dont know it yet
Alone I must fight
For my soul and my self
No one sees my struggle
And no one can help
I will not let myself lie
ruin like some fabled city
I will conquer dispair
As it sought to conquer me
I must fight until I am beyond its reach
I will never give into this evil...
THIS DISPAIR