It grows
It infest
In the mind, body, and soul
Flowing through the veins you can't control it
Unless you want it
It hates
It hurts
Causes pain and delirium
Can't eat, can't sleep
Feeling weak
Wanting it but I can't reach
Need the words to say no
Reckless visions cause tragic ends
His glimpse shadows my every move
Can't feel, can't see, can't be
Choking what I have left
Nothing worth breathing anymore
Neglecting what I knew
Heavy misery resides in my thoughts
Slowing the blood flow to the heart
Depression sets into movement
Paralizing my body to its' endless sleep
I'll see you soon....only to be in hell again