The air loses warmth and is suffocating;
Your words are embedded in my mind.
The taste of tears lingering on my lips,
Of which comforted me while I pined.
Has your love for me changed so much
That you cannot look me in the eyes?
Don’t’ tell me what you are thinking,
‘Cause it will only intensify your lies.
I had thought that you were different…
What made me blind and unable to see?
You tricked me just like all the rest;
I was wrong when I felt you loved me.
The sky will fade into grey and black.
Your message has been clearly received.
Elegy is consoling to this heart of mine,
‘Cause your only intention was to deceive.
January 23, 2003