my only desires to love again
to trust again
and this time with him
but behind this smile
is denial
determined to live the truth
lonesome
with no one to clinge onto
a painful memory running so deep
that only i seek
tears i'd shed when no one else knew
i want to trust again
but my hearts rejecting it
wanting to love again
but my minds in another direction
he dosent fully understand the hurt that lies
within
or the suffering from neglection
i just need a friend
will you help break through these walls
show me how
im willing to help them fall
i just want to love again and this time with him
-Emunique