In a gulp of air... it hits me
this uncontrollable stress
I grab my chest
and desperately fight to catch my breath
these feelings they press
hard... leaving me to fall to my knees
depressed
weak... these bottled up emotions
they burn so intense
like a love flaming fire enraged
but caged, locked away in silence
a slave to this torture
bondage... a grip I cant contest
all I want to do is loudly express
my love-
for him
In a gulp of air... I scream
desperately scream, a name that cant be shared
and I feel unspoken pressures rip into the air
a weight I can not bear
it lifts my tattered being
throughout me it forcefully tears
and after this crimson art has its way with me
unexplainable pain
drives me into a numbing nowhere
of-
what do we do?
In a gulp of air... war
I love you... I want you... I need to be near you
everyday I touch on a thought of you
and your face, it haunts me
through messages of the moon
nothing figured... so far to go
what do you want? what do we do?
choose-
so much to gain, so much to loose
paths paved with echoing voices of assumes
walls to high and thick to break through
I stagger to my feet immensely confused
and clutch my bleeding heart
pounding with a love so true
in every war there is an enemy
the world-
disputes