I have four true and loyal friends,
And one of them is the best of all,
But, even he, stopped contact for months,
I felt as if I had reached the ends.
It's difficult, very hard, to stay alone,
To have no friend nearby to talk to,
My mother and kids do stay at home,
But it's a friend I need with whom, who,
I can talk about anything in this world,
My joys and sorrows, my days and nights,
And if the one who is the best of all,
Avoids me, I know that it is not right.
I lost my other online friend a year ago,
And one more has disappeared totally,
Now I spend my days and nights waiting,
Talking to God and wishing somehow,
One of my best friends will call me on phone,
Or write me an email and chat with me,
Yet nothing of this sort ever happened,
I was left with myself, all alone.
The days pass by but when the sun sets,
And dusk welcomes the night's darkness,
I wish I had a soul by my side,
A loving soul to share my worst, my best.
Linda Ronsdatd's song: "Round Midnight",
Moves me to tears as I keep listening,
Friendship is closer and stronger than love,
No arguing here and surely no fight.
Thomas Gray's "Elegy" is my heart: speaking;
It is as if I too am bound to suffer,
The dusk and nights without a friend, a love,
Maybe that's how God has destined my being.
I do pray to my Creator and wish I could,
See Him or at least hear from Him,
But only quietness, silence and solitude,
Stay with me till the sun lifts its hood.
THANKS A LOT FOR YOUR COMMENT
Thanks a lot for your comments. I hope it is "Allets" whose real name is "Stella". Do send me your email address or write/call/text me whenever you feel like doing so. I shall be happy to respond. See: God has blessed me with an understanding friend. I am thankful and grateful to Him. Do write to me.
Muhammad Naveed Ahmed.
Pen name:Emmenay.
Yahoo email ID:Ambitious7
Initials: M.N. Ahmed.
Thanks For The Response
Understanding is a blessing - Stella