Evening comes as a guest,
To a dim party,
Darkness looms in the distance.
Memories dance like fireflies,
The past takes control,
Of how I feel and reflect.
Like Gray's classic Elegy*,
I am all alone,
Friends, beloved, no one around.
In my days of fleeting youth,
I had all of them,
Now only yore's shadows haunt.
I am left with my sad heart,
And a sadder mind,
Hushing me to a deep sleep.
Why is the present a dream,
Sometimes a nighmare,
Why do I feel unfulfilled?
Turning to God is a relief,
He knows my sadness,
Otherwise there's emptiness.