Anonymous
You see me as a miserable child and you think it's for attention,
You think that nothings wrong and making you feel pity was my intention.
Just to be sarcastic i didn't know you live my life,
So you must know that everyday i have to force down the knife.
Want to take my place cause by all means go ahead,
So i can live a normal life and for once not want to be dead.
So if you want to live my life you must understand,
The way i try to cope is having a razor at hand.
I'm not holding it beacuse of fascination cutting is what i intend,
Slicing my wrist and watching the blood hoping my life will end.
You see me as a miserable child and you think I’m putting on a show,
Like I am acting like there is something wrong but what I have been through you’ll never know