Inky night, invisible stars
Suspended state
Lost in a sea of memories and regrets
Numbness of the mind
Shifted sense of reality
Time is frozen, but moving faster than ever
Waiting for something
Trying to hold on
Slipping hands
I've lost my grip
Anger towards the undeserving
Uncontrollable fire
Hurting those who love me most
Violent tornado
Wreaking havoc
They fear me now
My own family
Is afraid of me
Internal hatred
Demon
I have to leave
Unthinkable
But slowly, day by day
It becomes an option
I have to save them from myself
Weighing my choices
Deciding my fate
All at once, the dark night
Creeps in
And I'm once again lost