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I don't know if i can believe in you anymore.

I asked you not to let it happen.

I trusted that YOU of all people would help us.

But you turned your back on her.

On me.



I didn't think you would hurt mom like this.

I prayed to you every day for you to heal her legs so she wouldn't have them taken away.

But you turned your back on me.

On mom



You have put her through agony.

Physical and mental agony.

Only to have more of her legs removed several more times.

I thought you were supossed to care.

I thought you were supossed to listen to and answer prayers.

I thought you were supossed to love everyone.



I thought i could trust you to help her.

But i guess I was very wrong.

You have put her through hell.

How ironic that is.



I thought you are supossed to help those who need it.

Why didn't you help mom?

Why?

She needed you help so damn bad.



I used to trust you.

I used to believe in you.

But no more.



Why should i believe in you?

Give me one good reason.

You won't.

You've never answered my prayers before, so why should now be any different?



I thought god was supossed to care about 'his children'.

I thought god was supossed to ' help people who needed help'.

I thought god 'doesn't let people suffer'.



i now know the real you.

If they only knew the truth about you.



You don't ccare about 'you're children'.

If you did, you would have healed mom long ago.

But instead, you ignored my prayers.



I begged you to help us.



But the only answers you gave me were moms screams of pain.



i used to believe in you.

I used to respect you.

but no more.



I hate you for what you did to my mother.



I refuse to believe in a god that would hurt someone so much.