sitting in my room with nothing left to do,
I stare at the screen and talk to you,
The mysterious feeling of stearing into words,
I feel like alice into a world of absurd,
Like a lost little child who hides from someone he doens't know,hoping he'll find his mommy and go home,
Running away from the terror that haunts him within,
And wishing for everything that had once been,
Who would of ever guessed this child would be me,
And that someday I would be wanting to be free,
I remember all of the boring nights
Where I lay, missing action in my life
But not yet ready for all this trife
What is the meaning of love,
Why do we fall at the sign of a heart beat,
Silently into the mist called eternity,
I am sick of the lies, and the deceit,
Trying to keep in contact,
When all I am doing is failing do to my defeat,
I'm beginng to think I should just press delete,
But when and where will i be able to control it
How long do i wait,cries in pain
I want to know the truth of my fate