Stupid Me (Forgivesness I Beg)

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Teenage Chronicals

I sit in my room

Thoughts and lies that i said

i feel like i'm allready dead



I lied and i didn't care

so why am i said sitting in this chair

My thoughts are my enemies

My lies are all cries



I'm sorry it's over

friends do say sometimes

I'm sorry it's over

i give up on all my lies



I would turn the wheel around

But the times we made will never go away



The guilt the cries

puts me in my own prison

The lies and anger



leaves me hanging here

all alone in dispare

to a time thats lost

gaind another cost



I'm sorry

i couldn't be honest with you

I'm sorry i hurt and mentaly abused you



I still care for you as a friend

I wish you the best of luck

in life and please please

don't hurt yourself

please



things are not so good with us at this time

I will just hold on and kill my own lies

tears and fear strainging to get out

I may never know

if they will fall and create my own death

So i say these words

So if i die i can rest

Love Always

Me

Author's Notes/Comments: 

After i did something i regret doing i wrote this to get out my sorry's

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