I sit in my room
Thoughts and lies that i said
i feel like i'm allready dead
I lied and i didn't care
so why am i said sitting in this chair
My thoughts are my enemies
My lies are all cries
I'm sorry it's over
friends do say sometimes
I'm sorry it's over
i give up on all my lies
I would turn the wheel around
But the times we made will never go away
The guilt the cries
puts me in my own prison
The lies and anger
leaves me hanging here
all alone in dispare
to a time thats lost
gaind another cost
I'm sorry
i couldn't be honest with you
I'm sorry i hurt and mentaly abused you
I still care for you as a friend
I wish you the best of luck
in life and please please
don't hurt yourself
please
things are not so good with us at this time
I will just hold on and kill my own lies
tears and fear strainging to get out
I may never know
if they will fall and create my own death
So i say these words
So if i die i can rest
Love Always
Me