My life story...
I wish that life was like a book with all the awnsers. It is'nt. I wish that life was like a dream that neverended. It's not.
I wish I had a majic lamp with three wishes. I don't. I wish that love was pre-determined. It is.
Somewhere out there is the awnser in a book, the dream of forever with three majical words from that determination.
This book is my life story. I can not give it a page length, or make a wish to ease the pain of not knowing how it ends.
There is a dividing difference between reality and destiny. I mostly choose to live in reality. For the sake of easing my occasional and painful doubt, I choose destiny.
I have control of nothing. I am not affraid to admit that something greater than me is in control of it all.
This life is mysterious and will not allways make sense.
I am ok with the beliving in something I can not even comprehend. God is in control. My life is His will. My destiny is the ultimate suprise.
Why question everything only cheapening the suspense? He loves us more than anyone can ever imagine. He waits for the
perfect moment to give us our life treasures.
God is love. God knows what we want and need. He determines what the outcome will be.
The goal is to trust God with your life no matter the outcome. God gave the gift of life and the gift of how will end.
This life becomes destiny, how to live it is knowing reality.
The choice is mine.