Questioning myself

I dont know why im worrying,
I dont know why im nervous,
I dont know why im thinking,
more then I do already.

He came to me, today
asking about my plans, my ways, my ideas.
I was caught off guard, and didnt know what to say.

I told you what i wanted, i told you
what i believed. I told you why, and
I even told you what it was to me.

He talked about the Marines,
he talked about the military,
he talked about my plans,
and he talked about helping me.

But yet,
I already had my plans, and
decided what i wanted to do,
so why am i thinking,
about what you want me to do?
I never wanted to join, the Marines,
I dont think, that my desion has changed.
But why am i thinking,
why am i worrying,
why am i nervous?

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