A dark gooey substance
takes over my mind
creeping up my leg
so cold it gets numb
I feel it tearing through my chest
Seems to glance for a place to stay
creeps within my skin
sort of the feeling when you seem
to be dying in your dreams
hugs me like my mother
for I not to be afraid
kissing me with its cold lips
saying it shall be ok
softly playing a fiddle
don’t know how why
I have this rock with this needle
no control, fog within my corridor
blind to this world, found by this form
grasp this book of words of faith
yet words seemed to escape
within my mind, forever a confliction a war
insert a sharpen metal for my skin to be torn
for this mentality I want no more
fluids rush rapidly to the floor
only in sight my words
a conversation with me is this canvas
I choose to say my peace and calm
close book with relief
yet in mind knowing once he knows your trails
there is no escaping thee
erasing all forms of relief
so must find within
a word lost to this society as belief