Try to hold on, regain faith
don’t let this bring your body
to the bottom of the polluted lake
keep your head up and stay strong
my mind is telling me the contrary
is like revulsion week, yet in my world
where rain drops are replace by stones
the sands by sharp thorns
the sun by his dark eye
is more as revulsion towards my mind
sinking to a dark whole
where I can not hear his words
lose sight of his bearded figured
detaching the symbol of his final home
that use to hang around my neck
sinking me to a whole, fuck it eat me alive
grasp my neck for a new test, fuck it break my spine
feed out of the fluid that resembles your wine
a movement and escape for my own
fuck it a cold hearted criminal
who’s passion is to cause harm
your words become whispers, his hand more close
your words become wind, his breath blowing my cloths
what can you offer me? how much I have to give?
in the end, I know ill battle within
your not leaving, yet I am walking away
hopefully as before, you’ll sit down in front of my steps
and there calmly wait
tears down my eyes for such events
I must grow some strength
yet till you step, where the floor is wet
odors of those of burned flesh
maggots fall eating your chest
there we can talk about regaining ones faith