My faith is fading away,
as and ice cube set
in the warm pavement,
the once bearded man,
is simply a shadow figured
of a man,
yet within I know
he will aid me when he can,
yet the once inspiration,
motivation,
is no longer present like old times,
it is now more difficult
to create the waves and rays of light,
is it simply the venom
or depression of life,
or maybe is the events
which I have over come,
yet they seem to have nine life’s,
because they always seem to come back,
so my mind begins to react,
like a wounded dog been attacked,
try to protect itself
the best way possible,
yet I still believe in his words,
I have falling to the pits,
I still hear his voice,
yet my once 5 ton protector and light,
carried around my neck,
said to be a protector
sparked with faith,
is turning to simply beats of wood,
no real meaning nor protection,
my ideas are running wild,
as a bull in a rodeo been mounded,
growing with rage,
slowly construction of a cage,
once escaped
yet it slowly follows my path,
try to avoid its contact,
I need aid,
for I still need to keep my faith
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