I try to deny the feeling inside,
try to erase the thing
that in history was part of my life,
yet in the cold nights,
I still see your figure,
still you keep me warm,
I still tend to see you in my dreams,
wondering if I may wake up
holding your hand,
but as usual
I look to my sides,
simple the soft pillows comfort my mind,
I try to deny the mark you left,
not necessarily erase you,
simply adapt to the fact,
that you are now simply a friend,
that I can not kiss your lips,
nor fall asleep on your arms,
took many years to say I am ok,
as a hand shake me and you left,
always waiting for your call,
I change my mind
we are going to run through the plains,
and see the moon and stars at night,
yet only a vacant call,
so I cant lie
took me a while
to say good morning my best friend,
yet I still desired to call you my love,
I see you with other persons,
and my blood boils inside,
yet I hope that sweet smile
forever be in your face,
I dont care if I dont have you by my side,
as long as you are happy and enjoying life,
would be better
if I would have you
and called you my life,
yet life is in that form,
not always get what you want,
simply happy for the fact
I still carry you on my heart,
yet I cant deny the feeling inside,
my good friend,
hello,
I want to forget
yet I am happy I still can be in your life