There is one being
refusing to separate,
no matter the screams
and loud shouts,
he always stepping
where I have stepped,
his hands are cold,
his mind
i question at times,
yet every second
of every day,
I sense his being
in every place,
hold my head,
settling foot
in my perfect place,
where I sit and reflect,
I am the artist
of my life,
I cant paint
what ever I desired,
my mind goes wild,
much delight
on the strokes I take,
yet the times descent
I react of this place,
my once delighted strokes,
become more of strokes of pain,
as a mouse
in a seal place,
squealing for life
and not death,
hold my head,
my structured of bones
begin to come back to life,
the coldness creeps
I shiver inside,
trembling as in Alaska
without a shirt nor pants,
natural standing in the snow,
there is no more paint
I am here alone,
perfect in my view,
hold my head,
lights are off,
not even sight of terror,
stand strong like a army man,
as where ever I turn,
I see dark eye to eye,
hold my head,
my brain so slowly
is been melted away,
and the creepy thoughts
like rain drops escaping away,
slowly attaching to my shirt and pants,
wanting to take my down
where goblins rest,
so I cried for your help,
my everyday companion,
which I hated with rage,
yet in this moment,
I know you are my only friend,
shadow hold my head,
after you have aid me
and gave me your friendly hand
-che