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For now my meaning
Tonight my heart and mind are at war,
eyes turn to rivers and lakes,
heart grows with rage,
reacting to the many things lost,
a past, guys night out,
in dependency,
including a career,
for the soul is at its low,
as the leaves falling from the dying tree,
not knowing exactly what to think,
willing to change life
in a unexpected moment,
wanting to destroy all in sight,
inhale, inject pure venom to life,
not give a fuck about future days,
would be better if I lay and rest,
for test after test
you pass with success,
yet your mind dehydrates,
for soul grows in pain,
hold a tear, if its to late,
let it dry on your cheek,
no emotion just straight face,
you have that person
for ever in your life,
you are an example for your siblings,
so dare not fall,
Tonight ill take a shot,
of the meaning of the word love,
for tonight in my heart,
have a meaning,
meaning of a mother with much pain,
tears roll down her eyes,
hours of pain body grows fatigue,
not getting much sleep,
holds its new born giving him a kiss,
giving that meaning of love,
yet I still don’t know,
for my meaning is vacancy,
yet I think,
is when you are in pain,
and for that person you changed,
for there pain is turn to a smile,
change my meaning of love for tonight
-che
