You never saw the trails of blood
my heart left,
the sun evaporated them as water,
maybe that is why
you are unable to find me,
in the dark rooms and spaces of life
I have crumbled in a protect ball
to avoid any danger from touching me,
maybe is the shadows that cover my body,
you to pass by and not noticed me,
the words of tender love and devotion
where uttered with weight in its meaning
for it not to pass by and fly away,
was it the great hurricanes
that maybe lifted them out of your heart,
if those may be the reasons
I will reflect
if it cause me pain
I dont care ill go through it again,
stab my heart 20 more times
so u can trace me back to the dark place,
ill burn gasoline
if my body catches fire
I wont mind,
at least the shadow
shall not hold me back,
for my words in short ranged
shall be said
for them to stick,
a form of reflecting
in what is wrong,
trying to regain a trail,
which has been clean,
yet still in mind at work
-che