Today is a cold dull day for me,
I once thought the light
would appear but now I am going to bed
without knowing hope,
do I blame you I dont know,
you where warm showed your love
to him the out some was me,
but now you told me
I am sorry dont wake just lay to sleep,
and I thought the light would appear next to me,
now you see the pieces
of what I was smaller than a quarter,
my leg you see,
my mind is still crushed,
my arms and somewhere
I dissolved like salt as water touches it,
the ones that really care
stand there thinking I could have been your mother,
a father says I could have been your Gardner,
I could of discovered the cure for aids and cancer,
I could been the president,
but now no one
would know what I would have been
because the light I never seen,
mommy I love you so much
but the questions was I a mistake?
Tell me mother and without a tear in your eye,
did you really love me, at least in thought,
your decision is made
I dissolved like sand in the water,
just with the thought
if you wanted to leave me there I would be happy,
I just wanted to see the light
and I would be able to survive,
but now I tell you all I wanted was to see a light