Falling alone in a circle of darkness,
see the whole no light in sight,
where I can end up I choose only to keep in mind,
is it a soft pedal palace,
where I can smile and be joyful all the time.
Or is it a place where my only companion my shadows,
my tears, my rage,
is a place where I can stand,
touch the soft plains,
smell the sweet scent,
see the wonders of the lords hands,
or a sinking dark color waters,
only decreasing grasping so hard to catch air,
where the only thing to touch is the thick red color water, smell the flesh,
see the pain,
imagine the harm this whole has cause every day,
I fall with many things on mind,
see light then dark,
see happiness then sadness,
closer to the bottom of the unknown whole I descend,
flesh peeling attaching to the cement,
thorns, nails, bursting the flesh,
my eyes dont shed no tears,
nothing different my body use to the pain,
lay there, only a sight,
the heavens are up there,
only a small light,
decent my eyelashes, wait some time,
to get the surprise
as I stopped falling from the whole of life