Why try and believe
that when I die I will rest in peace,
my body will face the great degrees of the heat,
in ashes I will be converted,
I will not see paradise,
just pain and goblins where ever I will stand,
I will not see beautiful clouds of purity and joy,
only smoke and souls crying as they past by,
I will not entered heavens gates
cause the sins make you walk in the fire
as you entered your after life,
pain, suffering once again on my back
will be I wont be giving my wings to fly away,
just illusions to keep me warm,
when I go away heaven is the last thing I see and pray,
my ticket to the evil, dull,
dark place is placed upon my pocket,
I really wont mind been in hell and been I pain,
I will gamble and shoot dice,
defying the red boss
who will be the one who tell me
why I am in his house,
when I go away heaven will not be in the path
I will be send to the chaotic real of the after life,
I hope, I wish, I pray, I dream,
when that day come
you can still be by my side,
the last think I would like to see
is the beauty of your face,
so I can take on this new place
with no fear and just relief,
so when I feel hurt and feel in pain
I can look up from this bloody world
and see you still there close to me
and me close to you