When do you know
when you are awake or in the world of dreams,
it is so hard to tell,
cause the feelings are very similar,
you wake up and say it seem so real,
sometimes you just wish it was all a dream,
I hold you tight not wanted to let you go,
I stuck a knife in to my arm
to see if pain was a reality,
I did not even thought of just pinching my flesh,
I am so happy so true,
the lovely princess in front of me,
I see those sparkling eyes
shinning as we sit in the beach,
so happy so alive t
he air so fresh as I lay u down in the grass
of the lovely garden,
hold your hand as we walk in the woods,
how did we go from being on the beach
to walking in the woods!
I dont really know
but I dont care
as long as I still can smell your hair,
I then lose you because you are not true,
ill be alone sitting next to my bed,
in pain and thinking
I hope this can just be a dream!
Because I can only have you in my dreams,
but the wounds and the blood
is still running through my bed sheets,
wounds I cause myself
trying to find
if the reality was there
or if it was simply just a dream!!!