Lights dim, one last sip of my water
which glass is dripping
as if it was running for miles
bongos begin to drum in a fast motion
I am entering a sort of African culture
violin begins to play a soft tune
its tunes are as a romantic dinner in Paris
a guitar to the rhythm of Santana
my respiration is almost to nada
clear my throat
1, 2, 3, mic check!
A karaoke scene the lights no longer dim
I am without sight, is a love theme
I only see a constant line in the monitor
a constant sound
as when they told me my homie was gone
everything disappears
I know I came accompanied by someone dear
who brought me here today
she knew el che does it fresh out the head
has heard the lines and was interested
she wanted a front roll seat
so she can hear the words clearly
yet I am up in this stage, holding the mic
I am frozen like an ice cube, try to freestyle
yet nothing is acute, no words nor thoughts,
i choked by surprise, or the shadows is still laughing
as he gets a grip once again,
motionless, my heart into stress
I am sorry I was unable to delight your precious heart
Nor make your mind rest, but it seems like a test
at the moment
I am unable to comprehend and elaborate
the sweet words that used to come out my heart and mind
more light in the spot, as a scene of a religious event
yet gods hands was not in sight
I saw everyone looking down
most of all I saw her facing elsewhere
grasp my glass of water, now warm as summer
I begin to explain, but can only mumble
today is not the day for the verses of love to be revealed
but don’t be afraid
I know I had said fuck love and all its relatives
just need to catch my breath once again
then this event I will open up
begin to flow like the river banks
more than a front seat to my lines,
you’ll receive the words close to your heart,
till then, 1, 2, 1, 2, mic check,
the next speaker should come and elaborate
as I begin to ponder
what cause my mind to freeze
-che