If I was blessed with the option to restart my life,
various things I would change,
actions would have more thoughts,
maybe,
just maybe,
I would had a chance to hold a ticket to the gates of heaven,
there is one thing I wont change,
something deep carved in my heart,
your name,
if I had the opportunity to live once again,
I will commit my same mistake,
I would once again,
go to my dark stage,
shed tears under the light of the moon,
mimic rivers with red waters,
will howl as a wolf towards the heavens,
feel vacancy in my heart,
I will commit my same mistake,
due to the fact,
you taught me the definition of paradise,
open the soft tissues that created a barrier around my heart,
inserted butterflies in my stomach,
took my acknowledgement of forming words with your presence,
is complicated,
vast people would say I am insane,
feeling a strong pain once again,
lesson in life,
crystal clear,
so if I had the opportunity to live once again,
I sure will commit my mistake once again,
holding your hand, offering you my heart,
becoming who I am,
now I move on