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Loving you
Holding my thoughts inside
Waiting for my day to die
Living inside this hell
Burning inside myself
Loving this pain
Is all a part of driving you insain
I always took the blame for you to cry
You never realized and i never understood why
All your so called wisdom follows with lies
Trusting you is like trusting my sucide
Leaving everything behind
Your asking me to loose my mind
I sleep on pills as it is
And im supposed to forget the only reason i every lived
Your as crazy as I am
I guess thats why i love you
Whats the point of that now
You said its hard but your leaving me somehow
Iv changed
I was dead when we met I guess now i speak a new pain
I open my mouth to explain
But im juged before my words come out
Even my own mother doesnt understands what my life is about
So i guess i open my mouth to complain
You beat your wife
I slit my rist
How the fuck am i supposed to explain that shit
I have my own ways to cope with it
So ill sit here and wait for my day to die
Beacuse i dont trust my sucide
Living and playing along with all the lies
Hiding from all the judging eyes
Loving myself only makes me cry
Loving you is praying to die
