am i blind to everything around me,
is it meant for me to never forget about her,
or to never say that i no longer love her,
why can't i just be happy alone,
why must i always have some one around,
why can't i be the way i used to be,
the way i was before you met me,
am i blind to everything and everyone around me,
what the fuck is wrong with me,
why does my happiness seem to depend on you,
i wish i could stand in front of you,
and scream out fuck you,
and take back the time i seemed to have wasted on you,
all the times i ever said i love you,
every fucking tear i cried for you,
am i blind to everything around me,
or was it just when it came to you,
you turned your back on me and now i turn mine on you,
now everything has become clear,
and now i have become blind towards you........