all i know is what you want me to know,
which is nothing,
you run away from me,
scold me when i ask what's wrong,
condemn me when i tell you how i feel,
saying you can't deal with it right now,
so then when,
when can we deal with it,
when will you tell me how it's going down,
when will i be able to smile,
instead of frown,
screaming,
crying,
pleading,
yet you act as if i know what to do,
you swear it's so easy,
well if it is,
please tell me what i can do,
i hate this shit,
i feel as if you feel forced to talk to me,
and i don't want it to be like that,
i just want it to be.....how it was,
i just want to be happy,
happy with you,
and you being happy with me,
but how can that be,
i feel like you want nothing to do with me,
i can't live this way,
i can't have you want me one day,
and leave me the next day,
i need you to be sure,
i need you to know how you feel,
i need you to know,
that this time it's real,
no more games,
no more i don't knows,
cause this time if you go ,
no tears will flow,
cause i took a chance,
and i got a glance of how it used to be,
but the girl i saw,
is a completely different girl,
than the one i now see,
and seeing how you're now acting,
that's what continues to hurt me.........(ccm)