today is a new day for me,
thinking about how to forget,
the bad thoughts of this past year,
thinking about how to lose all these fears,
trying to dry up all these tears,
trying to move on with my life,
trying not to forget all the good times we've had,
all the laughs we've shared,
all the kisses and hugs,
all the love,
my sweet,sweet princess,
how could we let it just fall apart,
how did this get so hard,
i know this isn't the real you,
and this hostility is your way of defending how you feel,
cause like you said,
you can't just turn feelings on and off,
but it seems like some how you did,
so maybe now it's my turn,
maybe now it's my time to heal,
cause damn,
i'll miss you,
and this time it's for real
damn.............this is such a fucked up situation i'm in..........(ccm)