At first I sat wondering
What it would be like to drive
Not knowing where you were going
And thinking that it was pointless
Then I realized that that is my life
I have anchored myself to a current
That has no intention of letting me stay
In a river where we know what we should be doing at all times
I have no goals
No idea of what will become of me
No proof that the current will pull me
To a place that I want to be
The current could take me
To a rift where nothing is there
Just another dead end
And drop me in with no way out
I have nothing pulling me forwards
Except for time and age
Except for step after step
Breath after breath
Day after day
Except for the current which won't let me stay