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Guilt
I Have A Lot Of Feelings,
Pent Up Inside Of Me.
About The Things That Happened,
I'm Normal Can't You See?
It Seems You Are So Distant,
You're Miles & Miles Away.
Now I Cannot Speak To You,
I Don't Know What To Say.
It Seems You Will Not Look At Me,
For This I Don't Know Why.
At Least When You're Around Me,
I Wish That You Would Try.
You Feel The Things We Did Were Wrong,
But You, You Made The Choice.
I Thought Our Times Together,
Were Very Very Nice.
It Seems To Me The Reason,
Is For What You Did.
That You Were Always Ridiculed,
And Treated Like A Kid.
You Were Never Trusted,
And Treated Like A Whore.
You Had To Prove Your Actions,
With Pictures, Bands (Hospital) And More.
The One You Loved So Far Away,
He Had No Time For You.
And Always He Was Jealous,
Of Things You Had To Do.
You Know I Seen Your Pulled Out Hair,
Your Bruises And Your Marks.
You Know I Almost Cried That Night,
While Walking In The Dark.
You Know I Feel Responsible,
For Part Of What Was Done.
For If I Hadn't Brought You Home,
His Actions Would Be None.
I Never Will Forget This Night,
It's Burned Into My Brain.
I See Your Smeared & Teary Face,
It Makes Me Go Insane.
You Had To Find Some Comfort,
Only So Much Could You Take.
I'm Happy I Was There For You,
My Feelings I Don't Fake.
You Know That You Were Pushed Aside,
And That There Was Another.
You Told Me When You Spoke With Him,
He Was Looking For A Mother.
Sometimes You Would Not Hear For Days,
A Sound At All From Him.
He Had To Do Important Things,
Like Drink & Screw & Swim.
He Made You Feel Like You Were Trash,
I Know That This Is True,
I Heard This From A Person.
That Special One Was You.
Now That You're Together,
You Think That It's Alright.
You Cannot Even Leave His Side,
Because You're Afraid He Might.
You Know His Eyes They Wander,
And That He Doesn't Care.
At All For Who He Sleeps With,
You'd Think He Wouldn't Dare.
He's With A Gorgeous Woman,
This I Don't Think He Sees.
I Think You Are Convenience,
Just There To Fix His Needs.
You Know That Your Self Confidence,
Of Which I Know Is None.
It Seems Just Up And Went Away,
When All Was Said & Done.
I Thought That In Those Last Few Days,
That Before From His Trip Came Back.
I Had You Feeling Sexy,
And Put Back On The Track.
You Seemed A Different Person,
Were Happy With A Smile.
This You Know I Loved To See,
My Heart Phone You Did Dial.
You Had Me Ringing Loud Inside,
When We Were Out Together.
And Later When I Took You Home,
You Made Me Feel Much Better.
For This Inside I Have Some Guilt,
I Hope That This Will Mend.
The Person Talked About In This Poem,
Belongs To My Best Friend.
