I can’t wait till we get
To the moment
When I stop caring
It’s a familiar time
Where you spill your guts
And stop your lying
All I can say is
Its perfect timing
For me to fall away
And find my faith
I’m sick of altered moments
And disappointments
That finding you
Is just not enough
(chorus)
It’s been so long
And I’m so numb
From the words
That you told me
It makes me sick
To think I loved you
This is something
I won’t forgive
Now I can fall asleep
With my eyes wide open
I’ll watch my back
Because I don’t trust you
So scream all you want
I can’t hear you
And I don’t’ want to
I won't do anything for you
(bridge)
All this time I wasted
Trying to understand
What you put me through
I just don’t get it
How could you do this?
I gave you all my secrets
You took my heart
And left me bleeding
I can’t believe
I felt lost
Without your guidance
How can we hide?
The feelings inside us
(chorus)
It’s been so long
And I’m so numb
From the words
That you told me
It makes me sick
To think I loved you
This is something
I won’t forgive
(Outro)
As the air fills my lungs
I cough and sputter
i hope you heard me
I didn't stutter
you can walk away
and leave me hanging
it won't be something new
(chorus)
It's been so long
my life is boring
and im so numb
from the words
you told me
it makes me sick
to think i loved you
this is something
I can't forgive