Is it fun for you
to use and forget?
For me,
I know what will
never be
but still pretend
to enjoy
being your toy.
Do you cringe
in disgust
at the fake lust
my empty eyes
fail to hide?
Or have you already
dismissed me
once you slip it inside?
My mind lies behind
these high walls,
they will never
crumble or fall,
but when my
body succumbs,
my flesh
it crawls.
So, if that's all
you need
then take it
and leave me behind
to find the dark
place in my mind
that's safe
where I can hide