Undecided

Something tells me "meant to be" does not define us two

A voice inside my mind is pleading, not sure what to do

My heart is screaming one thing, while my head yells something else

One is saying "run to him", while one says, "save yourself"

It's crazy that I want you, even more insane, I don't

I can't resist, I must give in, but I know that I won't

I don't know what's wrong with me, but I know it's not right

I love you, but I hate you, I just can't decide



It's easy when you wrap your arms around me to go weak

But then I start to stop myself, can't get in too deep

Some days you seem perfect, but others, I'm unsure

Sometimes I think that someone else could make me happier

I'd be lying if I told you that I didn't feel a thing

But in denial if I said that we were meant to be

I don't know what's wrong with me, but I know it's not right

I love you, but I hate you, I just can't decide



Happiness and heartache meet up in a single breath

You make me, then you break me, putting my heart to the test

But you're everything a girl could want, maybe even more

You're everything that this girl needs, but trapped behind closed doors

I wonder why I do this and what it's all about

My head and heart are fighting and they just can't work it out

I don't know what's wrong with me, but I know it's not right

I love you, but I hate you, I just can't decide



I've given it some thought, but still I don't know what it means

Am I meant to make it real, or keep it in my dreams?

The voices have me going crazy, just won't let me be

One says "take him for yourself", the other, "set him free"

I watch you from the sidelines contemplating wrong and right

Needing you, not wanting you, wish I could pick a side

I wish that I could show you love, but hating you, I hide it

And now I see that you've moved on . . . cause I sat undecided

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