Something tells me "meant to be" does not define us two
A voice inside my mind is pleading, not sure what to do
My heart is screaming one thing, while my head yells something else
One is saying "run to him", while one says, "save yourself"
It's crazy that I want you, even more insane, I don't
I can't resist, I must give in, but I know that I won't
I don't know what's wrong with me, but I know it's not right
I love you, but I hate you, I just can't decide
It's easy when you wrap your arms around me to go weak
But then I start to stop myself, can't get in too deep
Some days you seem perfect, but others, I'm unsure
Sometimes I think that someone else could make me happier
I'd be lying if I told you that I didn't feel a thing
But in denial if I said that we were meant to be
I don't know what's wrong with me, but I know it's not right
I love you, but I hate you, I just can't decide
Happiness and heartache meet up in a single breath
You make me, then you break me, putting my heart to the test
But you're everything a girl could want, maybe even more
You're everything that this girl needs, but trapped behind closed doors
I wonder why I do this and what it's all about
My head and heart are fighting and they just can't work it out
I don't know what's wrong with me, but I know it's not right
I love you, but I hate you, I just can't decide
I've given it some thought, but still I don't know what it means
Am I meant to make it real, or keep it in my dreams?
The voices have me going crazy, just won't let me be
One says "take him for yourself", the other, "set him free"
I watch you from the sidelines contemplating wrong and right
Needing you, not wanting you, wish I could pick a side
I wish that I could show you love, but hating you, I hide it
And now I see that you've moved on . . . cause I sat undecided