Love-less

All I seem to do is say

whats on my mind, its as clear as day

To tell her how I feel

and straight up just be real

so I find the balls to express myself

and mentally I'm not in the right health

Going out of my mind is how I am

my brains going to explode...BAM

So I tell her that I love her

then everything goes into a blur

I go to sleep and wake up the next morning

thinking I'm going to feel like a king

However when I go back to the computer

there are numerous message from her

Number 1 through 10 the lines were typed

this for I should have been hyped

Yet when I rea on through them all

I crawled into my bed and proceeded to ball

Basically she stated she didnt feel the same way

right then and there my heart started to decay

Never again could I express myself like that

for what I feel is worse than getting hit with a bat

They say life sucks and then you die

but I feel like I've already met G-d and said "hi"

life can really not get much worse

because I realize my life is just one giant curse.

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