All I seem to do is say
whats on my mind, its as clear as day
To tell her how I feel
and straight up just be real
so I find the balls to express myself
and mentally I'm not in the right health
Going out of my mind is how I am
my brains going to explode...BAM
So I tell her that I love her
then everything goes into a blur
I go to sleep and wake up the next morning
thinking I'm going to feel like a king
However when I go back to the computer
there are numerous message from her
Number 1 through 10 the lines were typed
this for I should have been hyped
Yet when I rea on through them all
I crawled into my bed and proceeded to ball
Basically she stated she didnt feel the same way
right then and there my heart started to decay
Never again could I express myself like that
for what I feel is worse than getting hit with a bat
They say life sucks and then you die
but I feel like I've already met G-d and said "hi"
life can really not get much worse
because I realize my life is just one giant curse.