It feels so good to be so mad
But at the same time, profoundly sad
I never thought I ever would
Think you'd make me feel that good
Just being you used to make me whole
But it was all about control
what I say and what I do
I wasn't good enough for you
I poured my heart into your palm
You used to make me feel so calm
I wanted badly to believe
I would never up and leave
But in the end my friend
I had to walk away
To smile again another day
With no words left to say
And settle for a memory
Of the way things used to be
I promise you I won't forget
You before all the bad shit