You left me in the cold
You were braison and bold
I was young and you were old
I did what I was told
Now it's a torn page
From a past filled with rage
Might as well have put me in a cage
Right in my adolescent stage
But I left you behind
For better things to find
Maybe I wouldn't mind
If you had been more kind
But you treated me like dirt
I could barely afford a new shirt
It really hit me where it hurt
You should have been more alert
Nasty words you'd say to me
Why couldn't you just let it be
I begged you on both my knees
I pais such a heavy fee
I guess good things don't come for free
And thats the price I paid
When I played the game I played
Now look at the mess you made
Don't know how many nights I prayed
I put aside my hate to be a family
I wish I turned a blind eye and didn't see
You treated my sister so much better then me
You should have let me be
And now i'm a consequence
I ain't go no defence
You used to tell me I was dense
No wonder I was always tense
So I put up a fence
Turned me into a hater
I put off my youth sooner then later
Didn't have a chance to be a debater
When you were always a dictator