Knowing

Conversations faded

I'm starting to get jaded

When I feel i'm being graded

Like I was way back in school

So don't treat me like a fool

I'm trying hard to play it cool

When i'm burning deep inside

It makes me feel just like I died

I loved you but you took me for a ride

Destination nowhere

And back then I might have cared

Now I wonder how I dared

To take a chance on loving you

But I lied it wasn't true

Because you never loved me too

I got caught up in the game

I never focused on the blame

And now it hurts to say your name

But I want so bad to

I wish we could undo

Not try to get through

Everyday without you in my heart

It's tearing me apart

It's too late to start

You didn't love me before

I never wanted more

You walked out my door

You walked out on me

It wasn't meant to be

I turned a blind eye, I didn't want to see

That you never loved me

You said it everyday

Never looked in my eye, you turned away

I got caught up in the game you played

A victim of my desire

Burning in my own fire

At least i'm not a liar

Only to myself

Some things are worth more then wealth

Put my heart back on the shelf

It's not for sale

So let it out of jail

Someday love will prevail

I know that it's sappy

To want love to be happy

But thats what I need

Love over greed

My fire needs to feed

Fuel for my flame

I'll never be the same

Whats in a name

Without whats deep inside

And knowing you lied

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