No matter how hard I strive
To feel alive
For it to thrive
But i'm empty inside
No self pride
Love denied
I'm headstrong
And i'll move on
The past is gone
So i'll let it rest
Put my feelings to the test
I deserve the best
The best is hard to find
With my past being rewind
It's always there to remind
I think I had enough
To emotional to handle all this stuff
I know the going gets rough
And it might never be
I'll just let it come to me
Thats all I ever had
Wanting something so bad
And now it makes me sad
My feelings sacrificed
Took a chance and rolled the dice
Listened to my own advice
I'm shy
And it might be why
Inside I want to die
I'll live to try another day
Walk the other way