Sometimes I feel like I'm trapped
In an emotional disaster,
Fighting against the roiling wind,
and the tears that fall in heavy rain,
spun around in circles again and again.
Watching it tear down all the walls I've built.
Trying to keep you and these feelings out.
Then I'm left looking at you crying.
Only to let down these walls down again,
And you destroy everything I tried so hard to rebuild
and I let you suck me into your emotional tornado
You mix up my mind and I feel sick inside.
I love you
I hate you
I love you
I HATE YOU!
But still i let you in.
So you can suck me back into your hurricane,
spin me 'round, and mix me all up
Until I'm not sure who I am anymore, or if I even give a f***.
I can't keep letting you destroy me.
But whenever I'm standing in the eye of the hurricane,
Everything is perfect and the way it should be.
But let the plans shift...
or even change direction
then I'm whipped around again fighting against the rain
and praying rescuse comes again to pull me out of this emotional Hurricane.