Never can I confess what it is I feel
Never can I even acknowledge it is real,
For I fear you will run away from me,
Because of all my feelings for you,
you are just starting to see.
Never can I let you know my friend,
that it is you with whom I want to be,
Because you always speak
of the other you like
and sadly that person has never been me.
How can I dare rupture this fine balance,
I have started between us two.
If only in hopes that you will acknowledge,
everything I know that I
feel inside my heart for you.
Never can I express my deepest love,
No matter how many nights I lay awake,
I cry.
Because I'd rather love you eternally from a far,
than to tell you, I'd rather
Die.